Mattieologie: Dear Maizah // 2 MonthsDear Maizah,

Today you're two months old & I can't believe it's only been this long. To be honest, I can't even remember my life without you. It's been such an honor being your mother.

Right now, you're really into chewing your hands and you recognize me and Daddy. When we smile at you, you smile back which feels like we hit the lottery every. single. time. Your eyes are this beautiful shade of gray with hints of light brown peeking through. And that belly of yours is getting round. I love to kiss it. Your favorite time is bath time. It's sort of become an event here at home every night.

You're such a good baby because you actually sleep through the night for six or more hours. You like sleep just like your momma! And you love to watch Sid the Science Kid with Daddy on Netflix. I think it's because you're fascinated with the colors. Me and you have a dance party just about everyday. My favorite part is when you try to put your hands up when I do. And while you have yet to learn how to say words, you're quite the talker. You love to ooh, ahh and coo with us (especially when you're fighting your sleep!)

Mattieologie: Dear Maizah // 2 Months I pray with you and for you everyday. Sometimes for your safety, your health, but it feels like this month I especially prayed for you to be a good and kind person. One day, when you're old enough to make your own decisions I'll try to push my inevitable expectations on you as your mom. But regardless of what you decide to do with your life, as long as you're good and kind I've succeeded as your parent.

I love you. I didn't think it was possible to love you more each day, but everyday I wake up, I prove myself wrong.